Ramadan, just a month away!!

It really sucks. If it weren't for fasting & praying I'd have been excited for ramadan because it's an enjoyable holiday to me. I feel like I'm going to feel so bad about lying that I'll give in and fast anyway, but even if I did that, I'd still have to lie about praying because otherwise it wouldn't be a valid fasting. 😪😪 Just hope nobody asks me if I'm praying/fasting like ever lol ,, I'll probably dodge the question

Anyway hope you all are doing well & safe this year :)